The Effect of Out of Focus, is so uncertain, because it is so unreal. It becomes some kind of chaos; like nature, the beauty is spectacular and world is so right. when it is not right, there is confusion, doubt, lack of focus, destruction and violence. Pictures can show a perfect image in that moment, but they are not.
My work speaks of the abstraction of my life: beauty and focus; ugly and chaos. I have never felt comfortable in my own skin, so I created these images to represent my feelings of being me. I seek the beauty and truth, but it is not always there. Our perfect family picture of my parents me, and siblings was always Out of Focus; you never knew how out, chaotic and splintered.